A lovely Christmas

Did everyone have a good Christmas? Ours was great. Nick's sister Kate was in from Texas, and it was wonderful to see her and her husband Will and the kids. Her daughter Kit is 16 months older than Morgan, and they took Morgan out for fun stuff almost every day. Nick and I bought each other new jackets, and Morgan and the baby got way more than they needed. Actually, the baby didn't get a whole lot, but she is less than 3 months old - there's not too awful much she can appreciate yet. The best Christmas gift was from Kate and Will. Before they came in, they sent us some money to help with bills. This was such an answer to prayer, and such beautiful evidence to me that God is going to provide for us in our new venture as a single income family.

Due to the holidays, we didn't get to do our Thursday spanking last week, but we hope to get to do it tomorrow. Tomorrow is actually our 6th anniversary with DD. This has been a difficult year for us with DD, but I feel like we're back on track.

I'll be going in to work next week to tell them that I'm quitting, so I would appreciate your prayers that that goes well. Anyway, the baby needs to nurse, so I've gotta run...Happy New Year!

A broken tea cup, a humble manger, and the best deal I've ever gotten

A broken tea cup, a humble manger, and the best deal I've ever gotten

I wanted to share this - a wonderful post indeed from Money Saving Mom. Merry Christmas, all.

It's beginning to look alot like Christmas...

I thought I'd post again before we get into the Christmas madness. Kate and her kids get in from Texas tomorrow, and we have Christmas celebrations to attend tomorrow night, Saturday, Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday, so we'll be pretty busy.

I got my regular Sunday/Thursday spanking tonight. I've been a very good girl all week, so Nick let me choose my implement, and I picked his belt. It's been a very long time since he's used a belt on me, and I had forgotten just how much it could hurt, but it was a good kind of hurt, one that made me feel safe and taken care of. We managed to get in a few minutes of reconnection time afterwards before the baby woke up, and it was very nice indeed.

All my Christmas shopping is done with the exception of one, possibly two gifts, but they won't be given till Christmas morning, so I've got a few days yet. I took the baby in for her two month check up today, and she's weighing in at 11 pounds and 12 ounces, and is 23 inches long. She's growing so fast! Nick's sister's little boy Maddox is 6 1/2 months old now, and I can't wait to see him again. When we last saw him he was 3 1/2 weeks old, so I know he's grown a mile. Anyway, I'm off to bed - I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas!

So very blessed.

I got spanked tonight. It was supposed to happen Sunday, but it seems that our Sunday schedule has morphed into a Thursday schedule. That's okay though - I'm getting spanked on a regular basis again, so no complaints from me! Actually I'm probably lucky that it didn't happen until tonight. Sunday night it got pretty late, he was ready for bed, and I didn't remind him. Unfortunately when he came home on Monday afternoon remembering that he was supposed to have spanked me the night before, it was rather unapparent what I'd been doing all day other than scanning old high school photos into the computer to give all my facebook friends a good laugh. The table was piled high with the scanner/printer, my laptop, and about 8 leaning stacks of variously sized pictures.

Now in my defense, I did do more than it looked like. I took all the pictures out of the box in the garage that he'd been after me to clean out, and I dug the scanner out of the back of my closet and hunted down the power cord and USB cable for it, then spent quite a while downloading the drivers for it so it would work with Windows 7. I had also started dinner, although admittedly that meant that I had put the ground beef in the microwave to thaw. And of course I was periodically nursing and changing the baby throughout all of this. Okay, maybe I hadn't done the dishes or any laundry, but what was more important, the housework or the amusement of 150 of my closest friends? Er, right - the housework.

Now I was REALLY fortunate that the baby stayed up past his bedtime that night, because he was pretty pissed. The look on his face when he mentioned to me that I had let him go to bed the night before without reminding him was less than friendly. Tuesday night we held off because he had an early meeting Wednesday morning and had to get up extra early. I really thought it would happen last night because Morgan spent the night with my parents, but since he was off today and it would just be us and the baby until Morgan got home from school, he decided to wait till today. So all day long I'm thinking it's going to happen at any time. Meanwhile I'm quite enthusiastically going about helping him in gathering the trash for a trip to the dump and cleaning out the garage. But of course time ran short, and before we knew it we had to leave because he had an appointment to get his hair cut. My mom dropped Morgan off just after we got back home. She went upstairs to watch cartoons for a few minutes and rather unexpectedly fell asleep. The baby was asleep too, so I thought, okay any minute now he's going to call for me. But before that happened Morgan woke back up and came down to do her homework and the opportunity was gone.

Eventually I got her to bed and asleep, but by then he was watching a movie. By this time I figured it would probably be tomorrow night at the earliest. I mean, he has to work tomorrow, and the movie didn't go off till almost 1 AM. Nope, Mr. Spontaneous decided the time was right. So he took me upstairs and got out the CANE-IAC Jr with holes. Now for quite a while this was all he used, and I always HATED it, but I have to tell you, after my last two spankings with the Spencer paddle, I was kind of relieved to see him pull it out. Not that it didn't set me on fire. We started out with me just bending over the side of the bed, but it seems that having my feet under me makes it a little too possible and tempting to escape, so after I got out of position a couple of times he stopped and made me lie on the bed on my stomach.

When he's using anything wooden with holes on me, I lose all ability to count, which usually helps me work through the pain a little. He spanked me hard enough that counting just wasn't an option, so I really don't know how many I got. I do know that I cried, and that the last five alone were hard enough to leave me sore.

When it was over and we'd cuddled a bit I set about putting him to sleep, much to his appreciation. Having accomplished that, I said, "Thank you for taking care of me."

"Thank you for taking care of me," he said.

"Mmmm. Why is it that when you take care of me, you beat my butt, but when I take care of you, you get a blow job?"

"I don't know. That's just kind of the deal we have worked out," he said, grinning at me. "I think I've probably got the better end of it."

"It sure feels like it!" I answered. Honestly though, it means so much to me that he's doing this for me, and doing it on a regular basis too. He's so very good to me, and I'm incredibly blessed to be his.

Name This Paddle Contest

I'm terribly late in posting this, but I wanted to let you all know that John from Leather Thorn Paddles is having another Name This Paddle Contest. John does incredibly high quality work, and I recommend him to anyone, whatever your spanking needs. I have two of his paddles myself, and you can bet I submitted an entry for the contest! You need to hurry though, because entries need to be submitted by December 7th!

Take a look around his site - there's still time to place an order for Christmas if you see something you like other than the featured contest paddle, or if you want to go ahead and order one of those to be sure you get it, I know you'll be pleased with the product. John is easy to work with and works hard to provide you just what you want, so if you'd like to have him customize something you see on the site, shoot him an email - I'm sure he can help you.

Well cared for...

I got spanked tonight, and it was just what I needed. When I got spanked last week I asked Nick if we could start doing it on a weekly basis (although a less severe version of what I got that night) and he agreed. We settled on Sunday nights as a good time for it, but unfortunately every night from Sunday until last night had something going on (okay, "something" here means an 8 week old baby). Fortunately she cooperated with us tonight and fell asleep pretty soon after Morgan did, so we headed upstairs.

Now this was not a punishment per se, so I was pretty surprised and more than a little alarmed when he pulled back out the Spencer paddle. It seems that I've managed to provide him with a new favorite. I did my best to talk him into using just about anything else, but he was set on his choice. He did however allow me to keep my jeans up this time, and after some gentle lecturing on what is expected of me now that I'm staying at home, he spanked me. It was considerably easier to take than my last spanking; still, I was in tears pretty quickly, but it took me right where I needed to go.

Afterwards we played with my new toy, which I'll tell you about in my next post (which I'm sure you'll read after you pick yourself up from the shock of seeing two posts in one night from me.)

Happy Thanksgiving!

I really should be cooking, but instead I'm sitting here posting with my precious little baby girl sleeping on my shoulder. It amazes me that she's already 7 weeks old. She's a bit clingier than Morgan was, which can be very sweet, but also tends to throw a wrench in the housework. Tomorrow's a big day, not just because it's Thanksgiving, but because it's her FIRST Thanksgiving! Morgan was 7 months old for her first Thanksgiving, so she was able to feast on pureed corn, turkey, and peas. This one will just have to get her tryptophan through my milk. :)

My sister-in-law and I will be doing most of the cooking. She's actually got the heavier load: casseroles - broccoli, corn, and sweet potato; twice baked potatoes, 7 layer salad, pumpkin pie, rolls. I'll be bringing cranberry sauce, mashed potatoes, deviled eggs, pumpkin trifle, and my infamous macaroni and cheese from last year (done the right way!) I hope you guys have a great Thanksgiving!

Turns out it's still a spanking blog...

Hi, guys. Is everyone having a nice autumn? I can't believe it's almost Thanksgiving here in the States, and before we know it, Christmas will be here! As I've mentioned, I collect "Naughty" Christmas ornaments, and I found one this year at Cracker Barrel:

Of course they had a "Nice" version too, but I just bought the Naughty one.

In other spanko news, I got spanked pretty hard last night with the new Spencer paddle. It was kind of a realignment spanking, to get me focused on my new responsibilities as a stay at home wife and mother, as well as to head off some hormonal craziness. Let me just say that it's a VERY effective implement. I'm very sore this morning, not to mention pretty bruised.

I knew it was coming, but the timing of it took me a little off guard. Morgan spent the night with my in-laws last night, so we just had the baby, but it was so late when we went up to bed that I just assumed it would happen today before Morgan got home. Nope, 2:30 in the morning and he was ready to do it. All my reasoning with him about not wanting to wake the baby got me nowhere, so before I knew it he had me on my stomach and my panties down. I have no idea how many swats I got, just that it was probably somewhere over 100. It hurt way to much for me to keep any sort of count, but I did my yelling and crying into my pillow and the baby slept right through it.

There was some very nice time spent reconnecting afterwards, and today I feel much more on track.

Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving!

Just rambling...

Hi, all. I don't really have anything to post about - in fact I should take advantage of the baby sleeping and go hop in the shower, but I feel like posting, so here I am. The baby will be a month old Thursday- impossible for me to believe. It seems like I just came home with her. In less than two weeks I will have to quit my job. This is scary for me. I absolutely do not want to go back, but it's also a pretty big leap of faith to give up my income. That said, we do believe that this is God's plan for us, so unless Nick tells me differently in the next couple of weeks, that's what will happen.

There's been no spanking happening, although there has been sex. With Morgan I was about 9 weeks post-partum before I was ready. With this one I was 20 days, and it was lovely at that. I've lost all my baby weight, and even a bit more. I'm a size down from what I was before I got pregnant, which is very nice. It's great to get back into jeans I had just about given up on pre-baby.

So far being a stay-at-home-mom has been tiring, but that's mostly due to the fact that she's nursing so frequently. I've done pretty well at having dinner ready or almost ready by the time Nick gets home, and I usually have the dishes and some laundry done as well. I think it will get easier as she gets a bit older. Right now if she's awake she wants to eat, and if she's asleep, I try to sleep too.

Anyway, like I said, not much to post about, just rambling. I'm going to go try to get that shower in. Have a great day!

Borrowed Meme

A quick meme while the baby's sleeping - borrowed from PK.

1. Name someone with the same birthday as you. PK's daughter and the son of another online friend (but she doesn't blog, so I won't say who in case she'd rather that not be known).

2. Where was your first kiss? It was behind the counter in the deli department of the grocery store where I worked, and it could not have been a worse experience. Now my first kiss with Nick was over a rather stacked game of spin the bottle, and it was very nice indeed!

3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? Nope.

4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Yes, but not seriously.

5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people? I was in several choral groups in high school (not that I can sing, but at least in a group I got drowned out!).

6. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex? Lips and hands.

7. What really turns you on? Well, this IS a spanking blog (or so the rumor goes). But beyond just spanking, it really turns me on when Nick just gets stern with me.

8. What do you order at Starbucks? It's been ages, but usually a Double Chocolaty Chip Frappuccino or Strawberries & Crème Frappuccino.

9. What is your biggest mistake? Letting my insecurities take over.

10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? Nope.

11. Say something totally random about yourself. I used to be a smoker.

12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? When I was younger I used to get Brooke Shields a lot, but I think it was just because we both have dark eyebrows.

13. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows? I have an eight year old! The day is not complete without some Disney or Nickelodeon!

14. Did you have braces? No

15. Are you comfortable with your height? Yeah, I'm 5'10", so I'm pretty happy with that, although there have been times I wished I was a petite little thing Nick could pick up throw around. :)

16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you? Sometimes Nick will send me a sweet text or bring me flowers for no reason.

17. When do you know its love? When you try your best to ignore it but the feeling just will not leave you alone. (This was PK's answer, but it was so well put and descriptive of how I first felt when I fell in love with Nick that I left it).

18. Do you speak any other languages? Not with any fluency. I know a few words and phrases in Spanish.

19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon? Nope! I would just burn and peel at one of those, so the only tanning I get is at home on my butt!

20. What magazines do you read? I try not to buy them because they're so expensive, but I love People Magazine, and I used to have subscriptions to Glamour, Cosmo, Reader's Digest, Redbook, and Southern Living. Nick and I once took $100 and bought two or three year subscriptions to several magazines each. I'd actually really love to do that again!

21. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Just once. Nick's sister had us picked up in one at the airport when we arrived for her wedding.

22. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? Yes. I've lost all four grandparents and a very dear uncle, as well as Nick's mom and grandmother.

23. Do you watch MTV? Very, very rarely.

24. What's something that really annoys you? Interrupted video feed online.

25. What's something you really like? Snuggling.

26. Do you like Michael Jackson? I wasn't really a huge fan.

27. Can you dance? Yes. Oh, did you mean can I dance well? Hahahahahaha!

28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up? All night.

29. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? Once when I was 17. I was in a serious car wreck, although my brother was hurt much worse than I was.

30. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out? Of course!

Popping in...

Hello, all. First of all I would like to say a big hello and thank you to those of you who poked your head in to say hello on LOL day. It was great to hear from some old friends, and great to get to meet some new ones too! And congrats to Heather and Vickie on the new little one and the one on the way! Things have been hectic here, which hopefully explains in part my absence on here. The baby has her days and nights mixed up, which is leaving me pretty exhausted. Nick has been a huge help, but breastfeeding is something he can't do. I have a breast pump, and I've pumped milk a few times, but right now she's eating often enough that it's rare for there to be enough time for my milk to come back in enough to pump before she's ready to nurse again. Even so, this is a precious, precious time, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Yesterday was my birthday. My in-laws took us out for lunch and got me a couple of things for the baby. Nick, Morgan, the baby and I did some running around and were going to go see a movie, but unfortunately I ended up feeling pretty rough before we could get that far. This morning I woke up definitely sick, dealing with a hacking cough and a runny nose. The good news is that my stitches seem to have healed enough that I'm not ripping them loose with every cough. Hopefully once I recover a bit we can celebrate a little better.

Anyway, that's what's going on here these days. Once things get settled a little I'll be able to spend more time posting (and hopefully will have something to post about!).

It's Love Our Lurkers Day!

And I am sooo late posting this! I'm afraid I've been too busy this last week to do much of anything online, but better late than never, right? We've had 5 doctor's visits in 5 days, but we seem to be all finished for now. Morgan has walking pneumonia, and the baby has been dealing with an elevated bilirubin level. Fortunately it never got to a dangerous level, and it's well on it's way back down to where it should be. Morgan is a few days into her run of antibiotics and feeling much better. Anyway, today is the day we let our silent readers know how much we appreciate them, and I want you all to know that I very much do! So please say hi if you have a chance (if you're not too worn out from commenting on all the blogs that got their LOL posts up in a timely manner)! I'd love to meet you and to know that you're out there!

Hooray!

We have a baby! Our little angel was born at 9:06 on Monday night and it could not have gone more easily! I had a doctor's appointment at 1:00 that day, and I was 5 cm dilated. I let her know that I was ready to have the baby if she thought we would do it that day, and she decided that it would be wiser to go ahead and induce than to take a chance on having my water break when I was away from the hospital. I called Nick and everyone else and went over and got checked in. They started an IV and took some blood, then Nick got there and they gave me my epidural. My doctor came and broke my water around 5:00. The baby was born 4 hours later after 8 whole pushes. I only had to have about 4 stitches and thanks to the epidural I didn't feel a thing!

She is just beautiful, 21 inches long, 7 lbs even, with APGAR scores of 9 and 10! With Morgan my water broke at home, and by the time I got my epidural I was having hard contractions about a minute apart. I pushed for 3 hours and then they had to use forceps. It took about 45 minutes to sew up the tears, which went through 3 levels of tissue, so this whole delivery was a piece of cake! Thank you so much everyone for all the prayers and well wishes!

Still holding...

Well, I'm still pregnant. As of Tuesday I was dilated "3-4 cm". I'm now 5 days more pregnant than I've ever been in my life. And I know, I know - I'm not actually due for another 15 days, but I'm READY! Nick's ready, Morgan's ready, and I can tell you that my mom is most certainly ready!

I go back to the doctor on Monday. She told me on Tuesday that I will very likely not make it to 39 weeks, but that was before she actually did a pelvic exam. Once she did that and found out how far I was dilated, she said she wasn't sure that I would make it through the night. But of course I did. And the next night, and the next. With Morgan I didn't get to 3-4 cm until I was in active labor, 10 hours or so before I had her. And I know that lots of people lay around for a couple of weeks at 3 cm, but c'mon already! There were 3 of my friends with due dates around mine, and they've ALL had their babies. Anyway, that's the news, or the lack thereof.

Another Update

Okay, I've not totally dropped off the face of the earth, I promise! I just haven't had much to post about the last week or so. I started having some more powerful contractions yesterday, but they seem to have stopped entirely, so I guess they're still just the Braxton Hicks variety. Today marks the point in pregnancy at which Morgan was born, which means that I have 20 days left till my due date. My blood pressure and glucose are holding pretty steady, which is good, although I did overdo it a bit on Friday.

Nick absolutely hates to grocery shop, so I made up a menu and a grocery list and headed out to do it myself once he got home to watch Morgan (I definitely know better than to attempt shopping with an 8 year old in my condition!). It was a pretty big shopping trip, meant to cover enough meals till next payday (14 days), plus I had to pick up a few small things at Wal-Mart. Toward the end of the grocery store I got really shaky and nauseated, so I think my pressure probably got pretty high. I made it through the line and home, and Nick and Morgan did the unloading and putting away for me while I lay down. But other than that I've done pretty well.

I go back to the doctor tomorrow, so we'll see if I've dilated any farther. We've pretty much got everything ready for the baby to come, although there are still some hand-me-down clothes I've got to wash (or rather have washed for me). I do have a baby shower coming next weekend (Oct 10th), and I hope to get either a crib and mattress or enough gift cards to go get one. She will probably be here by then, but she'll be sleeping in a bassinet for the first few weeks anyway, so we can do without one for a little while.

One thing I would really appreciate is your prayers on is my job situation. We still feel strongly that God's plan for us is for me to be a stay at home mom, and right now we both love the way that's working, even with me being on bed rest. I'm able to pick Morgan up right after school, be here to help her with her homework without being worn out from work, take care of all the bill paying online (which I've always done, but it was always a struggle to get it done during business hours while working), and plan menus for the week and make out the grocery lists (which saves us money, even if I don't need to do the actual shopping right now). It's also been wonderful as far as Morgan's school schedule - for instance there's a teacher's inservice this Thursday and Friday, and now we don't have to worry about finding a sitter while we both work. A side benefit is that Nick has been taking her in the mornings, which gives them some quality time together, and also gets him out the door in time to miss all the school traffic on the way to work, actually making his commute easier! And once I'm off bed rest I'll be able to actually spend time doing housework and have dinner ready for Nick when he gets home!

All of this is working wonderfully, but right now I still have a pay check coming in. When that stops and Nick's job goes into the inevitable winter slump, things will get more difficult unless God really steps in and provides. Now He has promised to do just that, so long as we are doing His will - I just need your prayers that we will have clarity and peace as to whether or not His will is for me to leave my job! I truly believe that it is, but I also badly want it to be, and I don't want my desires to drown out His voice. I guess one big sign will be whether or not He provides the money we needed from the refinance that didn't happen due to the flood insurance issue. Anyway, your prayers will be very much appreciated. Hope you guys have a great week!

Yikes!

So my other paddles came yesterday, and all I can say is yikes! Even Nick thought they were a little heavy! Not that we've tried them out yet - right now we're being super careful because of the whole bed rest thing. But I'm sure that once the baby comes and I've had some time to recover we'll give them a test run.

Speaking of paddles...

I don't know if I've ever mentioned it, but Nick does pin striping as a hobby. He's actually quite good, and has done a number of pieces for people, both simple art pieces and even a few vehicles. Anyway, lexan makes an excellent surface for doing signs on, or even just for practicing on; one of his friends was given basically a pallet full of lexan sheets, and he have 30 or so of them to Nick, between 1/4 and 1/2 inch thick. Sooooo...he's going to try his hand at making lexan paddles. There's probably enough there to turn out between 60 and 80 paddles, depending on size and shape. He's going to make one or two for us to see how they turn out, and if it goes well we may offer them for sale. I've never had a burning (heh) desire to be spanked with lexan, but I suppose I could offer my butt up in the name of industry.

Things are going well baby-wise. I was supposed to have an appointment today, but I ended up going in yesterday instead. I hadn't felt any real movement from her all day, so they told me to come in for an ultrasound. She was just fine, apparently just having a lazy day. We had an ultrasound last Monday and she was weighing in at six pounds and three ounces. As of today I'm six days away from the point at which I had Morgan, so I don't think it will be too much longer. Hope you guys have a great week!

You'd think I'd know better...

Last week when I bought the Spencer paddle on eBay, I also bid on another set of paddles (with Nick's permission). I really didn't give it much thought because the bid for both paddles was only $9.99, and there were about 5 days left on it. Well, you guessed it...I won the auction. Sigh...so these should be arriving sometime next week.

Look what came today...

Eeep! I may have to put this away until I'm feeling braver...



(Sorry for the blurry pic - I took it with my phone).

Why bed rest and ebay shouldn't mix...

Should be here later this week...but I did ask before buying!

By the way, it was only $12.95 plus very reasonable shipping...and they have 5 more!

Yuck!

I HATE this! Bed rest sucks! My brother is getting married next weekend, so Nick spent the night at my brother-in-law's house with the guys for bachelor party weekend. Morgan spent last night with a friend, so it was just me and the dog all night and most of the day. He's a good dog, but not much of a conversationalist. I know in my head that it's important to actually follow doctor's orders here, but it's driving me crazy on more than one level. Beyond just being bored and lonely, I'm also feeling pretty guilty about being unable to help anyone with anything. Nick has tried hard to be understanding about it, but I think maybe he can't help feeling a little put out at having everything left to do dumped on him. Not that he's said anything along those lines - maybe I'm just projecting. Being home alone wouldn't be so bad if I could get up and do something, but right now I feel pretty useless. Blah! Okay, hopefully my next post will be a little more upbeat - sorry for the rant...

Grounded!

And not by Nick! As of this afternoon, I'm officially on bed rest. Tuesday my blood pressure was kind of high, so I called my doctor and she doubled my daily dosage of bp meds. Yesterday it was much better, and at my visit she said everything looked good. Today it was even higher than on was on Tuesday, so I gave them a call. I expected to be told to take it easy tonight, or to take an extra dose of my medicine, or maybe even to come in and see them. What I was told was to tell my boss I was officially on bed rest and unable to work for the rest of the pregnancy. This was a little unnerving for me, because it means that I may have just clocked out for the last time ever today. We're still praying heavily about it, but our plans since we found out I was pregnant have been for me to not go back. I've not made that announcement officially because A) I'd like to get paid for my maternity leave, and B) we're still waiting for God to make provisions for it to happen financially. It was strange though to say goodbye to people I've worked with for almost 10 years, knowing that it may very well be a more permanent goodbye than they realize.

I would very much appreciate all your prayers, not just for me and the baby, but for Nick as well as he picks up the slack around here. I was scheduled to take vacation next week with plans to get the house completely cleaned and in order in preparation for the baby, but the doctor has told me that's just not an option now. In fact, if things don't look relatively good when I go in for my next visit on Monday, I won't even be able to go to my brother's wedding next weekend.

I guess the good news is, I'll get to really catch up on my blog reading!

Ouch

Well I got spanked last night, and it friggin' hurt! Okay, I know it's supposed to hurt, but this hurt way more than I expected for this implement. Nick decided to try out our never before used silicone scraper from Art & Cook.

This thing is VERY HEAVY DUTY. As in it feels like getting hit with a one inch dowel. Compared to other spankings I've had, this one was relatively short and not even all that hard, but I'm bruised today, and very sore. I think it might work better when I'm able to actually bend over and he has a better shot at my sit spots rather than me having to just stand, grab onto something and brace myself. We might give it a try again sometime, but for now we're not a huge fan of it as an implement. I think it's too heavy, and Nick thinks it's not long enough. Anyway, I'm glad the spanking's over with, and that it happened. It feels good to be back in it.

We got our shower present from Nick's sister in Texas yesterday. She sent us a Graco Pack N Play, which is something we really wanted. She had one for her baby when we visited her in June, and I absolutely fell in love with it. We looked around and found one like it at a discount store, although it wasn't in the colors we were using. Still, it was cheaper than we found it anywhere else, and we were really hoping to be able to save up for it, or maybe even get enough in gift cards as baby gifts to get it. The one his sister sent actually matches the nursery, and I'm thrilled with it! Now that the carpet is clean and the walls are painted we're starting to really put the nursery together, and I'm so excited!

The latest...

I went to the doctor today for another ultrasound - the baby's 4 lb, 13 oz! She'd doing great, everything looks good. Yesterday my sister-in-law and mother-in-law threw me a baby shower, which was tons of fun! We got enough diapers and wipes to get us through the first 3 or 4 weeks, as well as some blankets and clothes. The best gift we got was a Boppy pillow. A Boppy is a must have for nursing mothers especially, and I used Morgan's so much that it split in the middle! It was a very sweet shower, and it made me feel very special. Nick took the day off work today to get some stuff done on the house. He rented a carpet cleaner and cleaned the floor in both girls' rooms, and also started putting the crib together. It turned out that we were missing a couple of pieces to it (it was originally Morgan's). So he went online to order replacement parts and found that the crib had been recalled - due to the very pieces we were missing! Fortunately the company was providing repair parts at no charge, so they should be here in a few weeks, hopefully before the baby arrives!

It made me realize though how lucky we were that Morgan didn't use her crib very much at all. She slept with us, for a number of reasons, but the biggest was logistics. When she was born we lived in a little single-wide mobile home we rented from my Papaw. The bedrooms were at opposite ends, and we were terrified that we wouldn't hear her if she needed us. We bought our house when she was 6 months old, but here our bedroom is upstairs and hers (now the baby's) is downstairs, with all of the outside doors in between us. I wasn't comfortable leaving her all alone downstairs, so she continued to sleep with us. However, this one will definitely not be in our bed on a regular basis. She'll be in a bassinet in the room with us for the first few weeks, but after that she will go downstairs to her crib. With Morgan in the next room and a house alarm (which we didn't have 8 years ago), she'll be just fine.

I'm currently still unspanked for my mess in the car, although that may change tonight. Nick actually wanted to deal with it Friday as Morgan spent the night with my parents, but we spent the evening in more intimate pursuits, and he agreed to postpone it until the next night. Unfortunately that didn't happen either. I lay down with Morgan to tell her bedtime stories and fell asleep. Nick fell asleep on the couch and didn't wake up till 5 AM, at which time he woke me and gently steered me up to bed. Last night we just couldn't get Morgan to bed at a decent hour for some reason. Well, we got her to bed, she was just wide awake till after midnight. Anyway, she's asleep now (in our bed incidentally since the carpet in her room is freshly shampooed and drying right now), so it may happen tonight. I'm feeling nervous about it, but it feels good that he's willing to go there again.

Hope you all have a great week!

A Cute Find

I found this cute magnet set at Michael's for $1.00 the other day. I'm having warm fuzzy images of Nick leaving commands on the refrigerator for me.

In other news, Nick has promised to spank me sometime this week for a little situation where my car got to the point that it might have been difficult to get into the back seat. And the shirts I bought without asking probably didn't help any. But the shirts were on sale, and the car is all cleaned out now, so hopefully it won't be too bad. I've also got another doctor's visit coming up on Monday, so it would be better if I didn't have any marks by then. Anyway, it feels really good to have him taking charge and holding me accountable again.

In baby news, here's this week's email:

Week 33 of Pregnancy
Your baby's immune system gets a boost, while her sleepless mommy could use a boost of energy. With midnight bathroom runs, leg cramps, heartburn, and your basketball-sized belly, it's no wonder sleep is elusive. Third-trimester insomnia strikes about three-quarters of pregnant women (who may also be coping with a mind that races all night long). But your body needs rest, so do your best to get comfy. Grab a pile of pillows, wedge them where you need to, and look on the bright side: Pregnancy insomnia is great training for those sleepless nights to come! Your baby is still gaining weight (about half a pound a week), and she could grow up to another full inch this week. With that much baby inside your uterus, your amniotic fluid level has maxed out, which explains why some of her pokes and kicks feel pretty sharp these days. (There's less fluid to cushion the blows.) Antibodies are being passed from you to your little one as she continues to develop her own fetal immune system, which will come in handy once she's outside the womb and fending off all sorts of germs.

Also, here's what he walls look like in the baby's room. Nick made the stencils himself and did almost all the dots himself. Didn't he do a great job?!

A Thank You and a Meme

I want to say thank you to Paul for his sweet baby gift, and to Pretty Girl for dropping in to comment at the baby shower. And of course thank you to Bethie for hosting.

I found this meme over at Bonnie's:


Would you rather be spanked outside in a cold woodshed or inside by a cozy fire? The idea of a woodshed is very erotic to me, but I hate to be spanked on a cold bottom!

Would you rather be spanked in public or in private? Public is a nice fantasy, but in reality I'd much rather be in private where he can really do a good job.

Would you rather fantasize about spanking or actually be spanked? I don't much like it when it's happening, but when I fantasize it's usually just reliving real spankings that actually happened.

Would you rather be spanked for your humiliation or for your spanker's pleasure? I'd rather that be up to him.

Would you rather be spanked by hand or by hairbrush? Hmmm...that's a tough one.

Would you rather be spanked by belt or by cane? Definitely the belt.

Would you rather be spanked by paddle or riding crop? Paddle

Would you rather be restrained or unrestrained during your spanking? I'd rather he hold me down.

Would you rather be spanked until you cried or until you are aroused? For me it's more effective to be spanked until I cry, although it's very arousing to know that he's willing to take me there.

Would you rather have just a red bottom or welts/bruises? It depends on the situation.

Would you rather be spanked for the naughty things you have done or just because you enjoy the experience? It's important to me that it be for a reason.

Would you rather be spanked with panties up or panties down? That depends on whether you ask me when I'm actually getting spanked. ;)

Would you rather be spanked somewhat clothed or entirely naked? Somewhat clothed.

Would you rather your spanking be strictly disciplinarian or sexually attractive in nature? Disciplinarian meets a much deeper need in me.

Would you rather be spanked by a male or by a female? Male, and one particular male at that.

Would you rather be cuddled or scolded after your spanking? Scolded, then cuddled.

Would you rather be spanked OTK or bent over a table/chair? A table or chair is easier for me to hold still on.

Would you rather your spanker have physical contact with you? Yes, absolutely!

Would you prefer to be spanked in the woods with a tree branch, bent over the hood of a car, or in a school with a ruler bent over the desk of your teacher/principal? The hood of a car was a pretty common position for us for a while, but the teacher/principal is a long time fantasy for me.

Would you rather be a brat to your spanker to deserve a spanking or simply ask your spanker for a spanking because you know you needed it? I don't brat, but I usually have to ask.

Have you received a spanking in the past week? No

Would you rather be spanked for the physical pleasure or the emotional release? Emotional release.

Would you rather tell your best friends you enjoy be spanked or keep it secret? Secret.

Would you rather spanking be a lifestyle choice or just something you dabble in? I'd rather it be a lifestyle choice.

Would you rather your lover be a vanilla or a spankoholic too? I'm grateful for the vanilla I've got who's willing to indulge me.

Would you rather be spanked by a stranger or by someone who knew you well? One particular someone who knows me really, really well.

Would you rather be spanked by despotic, mean person or by a compassionate, benevolent person? Probably the latter with a healthy dose of the former.

Would you rather be talked to while you are spanked or no talking at all? I'd rather be talked to.

Would you rather get one swat at a time with pauses to let the sting set in or a continuous tanning to build up the fire? One at a time, please.

Would you rather be forced into a spanking or willingly submit into a spanking? I'd rather willingly submit.

Would you rather have a safe word or be pushed beyond your preconceived limits? I have a safeword, but we've never used it.

Would you rather your spanker know your spanking history or is ignorance bliss? Nick IS my spanking history.

Would you rather be spanked by multiple people at one time or just by one person at one time? Just one.

Would you rather be spanked once a day or once every few months? Once a day.

Would you rather your spanker be deeply in tune or be totally unaffected to your experience as a spankee? Deeply in tune, of course.

Would you rather a closer physical relationship or a closer emotional relationship with your spanker? I need both.

Would you rather your spanker ice your bottom down after a spanking or send you to the corner to display his/her accomplishment? Send me to the corner, although this is something we've never done.

Would you rather your spanker be the person you wish to live the rest of your life with (i.e. marriage) or the person you can call on when your tushy tickles? My husband, of course.

Would you rather spanking be a part of love making or not a part of love making? Mostly not.

Would you rather your spanker have total control over you when you are being spanked or do you still want to have some control while you are being spanked? I'd much rather him be in control.

Would you rather be humiliated or respected during your spanking? Respected.

Would you rather spanking become part of a bigger BDSM alternative lifestyle or spanking just be spanking for spanking sake? We don't really experiment with the BDSM side of things.

Would you rather be filmed during a spanking to share your exhibitionist naughtiness or are you too modest to show your bum to the world? Nope, I'm pretty private.

Would you rather your spanking be gentle and gradual or painful and abrupt? It depends upon the spanking.

Would you rather be defiant or fearful going into a spanking? I've been both, and I don't know that either is preferable over the other.

Would you rather be spanked exclusively in your own bedroom or anyplace else other than your own bedroom? Mostly the bedroom.

Would you rather be spanked exclusively on your bottom or other places could be interesting too? I would prefer that he stick to spanking my bottom.

Would you rather a spanking be a surprise or be something you have to look forward to? Something I have to look forward to.

Would you rather spanking be a part of role playing kinkiness or a response to events that have happened in reality? A response to real events.