Tinkerbell Journal

I found this really cute journal at Torrid, and I sooo want it!

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Kinky Cracker Barrel

The first picture is kind of fuzzy, but the Cracker Barrel we ate at last night had these vicious looking carpet beaters on the wall. Ouch!

Angel Bracelet

My cousin has two little girls (3 and 5), and for Christmas I found them cute little purses and filled them with cheap little girl makeup and jewelry. I included a few of these rubber brand bracelets in each, but I kept this one for myself.

Leather and Roses

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. Our's was lovely. It was so amazing to watch Morgan. She was so excited with everything she got, and so very appreciative it made me want to grab her up and hug her every time she opened a gift. Nick got me some beautiful clothes, a couple of CDs, a Tinkerbell watch, a picture frame, and of course my very sexy Leather Thorn paddle. Guys - go to Leather Thorn. Start the New Year right. WEG.

I got him some clothes, shoes, CDs, and an amp and some speakers for his truck. Taking out the second mortgage really gave us some breathing room, and we were very blessed this year.

I got that spanking last night, along with a dozen roses (!) and while it was much more fun than punishment, it did help me on some issues. And the Leather Thorn paddle got a very sexy workout. It's funny, but even sexy spankings help to define for me the wife I want to be and the things I want to accomplish. An added twist - I was getting a bit grabby with Nick's um, gearshift during the spanking and he stopped and tied my wrists with his belt. WOW. I've had my eye on some really soft marine rope at Wal-Mart, and now I'll definitely have it in my cart next time.

Now, if I can just stay out of trouble for the rest of the year...

A quiet moment...

I've got a spanking coming, probably not a terrible one, but not a nice one either. But...we're right in the middle of nearly a week of Christmas celebrations with various friends/family, so it may get pushed back for a bit. In the meantime, I wish you all a safe a happy Christmas holiday and hope that you all remember the Reason for the season.

Merry Christmas!

3 Months after Christmas...

Take this job and shove it...

WEG...for Jesse

A few of my Christmas goodies...

Very Sad News

When I was first becoming comfortable with my desires and exploring the idea of DD, I joined an MSN group called the Brat's Place for Spanking. One of the founders was a beautiful person about my age, a girl named Jesse. Jesse reached out to me and encouraged me when I was struggling with my new ideas about myself and my marriage, and she was always there to remind me that I wasn't the only one.

In the last year or so I've not spent much time with the MSN community simply because of time constraints, but I've dropped in from time to time to lurk, and I've missed seeing Jesse's posts over the last couple of months. Still, it was a shock to read Patty's memorial post on her blog. Jesse sadly passed away after a struggle with leukemia, an illness she kept well hidden from most of us.

Jesse, thank you for the friendship you showed to me, and for a lovely, safe place for your friends to gather. We love you and will miss you dearly.

To Stephen, Annie, Eagle, and Vickie, you have my most heartbroken condolences. You are all in my prayers.

Sex Role Inventory Test

I got this one fromRee. Thank you!

Feminine You scored 36 masculinity and 83 femininity!

You scored high on femininity and low on masculinity. You have a traditionally feminine personality.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 5% on masculinity You scored higher than 96% on femininity

Link: The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test written by weirdscience.

Mmmm! Yummy!

What kind of spanking are YOU getting?

mmm..oh yes! A kinky spanking from your significant other. This is the best kind, you get any or all of the above, handspanks, hairbrush, belt, cane, and the all time favorite..the paddle. Put your handcuffs on and remember to gasp and squirm a little whenever those swats land on your pretty ass. Not too mention the fondling touches between them!
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The Paddle - You may be smug now, but you'll
soon be howling when wood meets flesh. In
truth, you don't despise that searing kiss
nearly as much as your wails might suggest. In
fact, handled properly, that paddle might yield
a pleasure you could learn to love.


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A spanking for spankings sake is what you wish for!A general stress relief spanking,where there is more spanking than talking or lecturing and you just want to bury your head in a pillow and quietly cry while your bottom is being spanked.With this type of spanking,there is no specific transgression to think about... just that you are fulfilling a need to have your bare bottom spanked, really spanked, by someone who understands. You may like a long, hard hand spanking...or a strapping might do the trick as well.

New MSN Group

I've added a link on the left to M/f & Dult/Lil DD With Special Needs. This is an MSN group run by Tony and Tony's Bratty Angel. As the title indicates, it deals with DD in various forms with special needs partners.

A Very Merry Early Christmas

Look what I got! Nick and I always exchange gifts early. Between our families, Christmas week is always packed, and we like to focus on Morgan on Christmas morning. So, sometime before the holiday madness really starts, we take some quiet time together to have our own grown up Christmas celebration. And this year, my dear, sweet, slightly sadistic (WEG) husband emailed John of Leather Thorn Paddles and ordered this amazing custom-made leather paddle for me.

Let me tell you now guys, run, don't walk to John's online store. This implement is absolutely the most well crafted leather piece I have ever seen, not to mention the sexiest! Nick absolutely loves this paddle, and I am beyond excited. This is one of John's heavier items, but it's fantastic for punishment or play, because it can go anywhere from a caress to a good hard whack. Fortunately, I've not yet experienced it for a punishment (although I'm sure the day will come), but let's just say that last night for play was amazing.

I love leather, and Leather Thorn is the finest merchant I've come across. We will definitely be repeat customers. His prices range from $18.00 to $65.00, and you've still got time to order before Christmas. Nick placed his order on a Sunday and received it the following Monday. Ours took a bit longer than most because it was a custom order, and John was great about communicating with Nick to make sure he ended up with exactly what he wanted. All of my Christmas gifts were lovely, but I have to admit, this one is my favorite. Thank you, honey!

That Old Fashioned Cure...

I got paddled last night. I have to admit, my attitude has been for shit all week, and I really needed it. The last month has contained so much stress it's unbelievable - from my mamaw's passing, to the bs with my grandfather's old mistress, to moving to a new (farther from home) location at work, to finding out that there would be no money for Christmas (or food) this month, to getting a second mortgage to help with this. Getting the second mortgage was actually a great decision, and that process went very smoothly. We were able to consolidate a lot of bills, PAY OFF MY PARENTS!!!!!, get rid of our credit cards, and find money for Christmas. But...it always stresses me out to make big money decisions, and even though we know it was the right one (lots of prayer there), it's always an edgy feeling waiting till the loan is closed and the bank can't change its mind.

Anyway, I've been spiraling for a bit now, and last night was really Nick's first opportunity to deal with it. He spanked, I moved, my pants came down, he spanked, I moved again, he spanked longer and harder and with dire enough threats for even more that I stayed put. And I cried. I cried and cried for probably half an hour, gasping, wrenching sobs that shook my body and purged absolutely all the bad shit out. Then we made love, and he held me, and my world was right again.

Thank you, sugar.

New Links...

Well, I've carved out a few minutes, and I'd like to introduce you to:

Rivka
Cuddlybum
Maria y Patricio
Erotic Story's
Tony's Bratty Angel
Sparkle
Twilight
Lizzie
Little Naxie
deianira
encorigable
SmartNnaughty
Ree
lolalane
Emmyson
CeeCi
and
Spanking

Not enough hours in the day...

I've found so many awesome new blogs in the last few days that I'm dying to link, but I have to go to bed right now. Last night I ended up with a few good licks with the belt, and I need very much to snuggle up to the guy who gave them to me.

Sad news

I'll miss you Bliatz and Urbanstud. I'm sorry this has happened to you, and I hope you'll find a way to join us again soon. They'll get theirs.

More fun stuff on Cafepress

I've been out Cafepress exploring again, and I found more things for my wish list!























And for Nick...

"Name that Paddle!"

Just a quick reminder to enter Leather Thorn Paddles' "Name that Paddle" Contest. We've entered, and I would love to bring home the prize. Hopefully though, there will be some of John's work under my tree whether I do or not!

Creative Spanked Wife Cafepress Store

Some yummy stuff at Patty's Store! Click the picture to follow the link.

He's makin' a list and checkin' it twice...

Watch out for that lump of coal!

An early Christmas present from Nick...

Back on Solid Ground

I'm sitting here with a very sore bottom and much to be thankful for. For a couple of weeks now I've felt myself drifting, then settling into the can't-get-off-the-couch-everything-gets-on-my-nerves-super-bitch mode, and I've needed to be pulled back hard. Tonight Nick took care of that. I knew I had a spanking coming, but I was in a kind of "if I don't bring it up maybe he won't remember" state of mind. That's why I was rather unprepared for it directly after making love. And, if I'm honest, even though I HATE to be caught off guard that way, it does go a long way toward forcing me back into an obedient headspace.

He got down Jokari, ordered me to flip over, then held me down and paddled my bare butt until I was crying. The thing about being held down on the bed is that, while it's easier to stay mostly in position, it's also very hard for me to keep my feet from kicking. Which is possibly how I ended up kicking him in the face. I didn't hurt him at all, but I did make it worse on myself.

He paddled me as much as he had planned to, then talked to me about how I just made it harder on myself when I did things like that. I made all the appropriate noises about learning my lesson and being very sorry, but he could see that I was a bit too much on the just-glad-it's-over side of things.

And so, out came a bigger paddle, along with the purple flogger. He didn't spank me as long with this paddle, maybe 50 swats broken up in sets of 10 or so and interspersed with time with the flogger, but he did spank hard. It's been a very long time since he's used this particular paddle, and I was in real, repentant, lesson truly learned tears. I have some marks, rare for me these days, and I'm definitely going to feel it tomorrow. But it was so much what I needed. Honestly, unless a spanking goes past the point where I'm agreeing just to get it done with, it doesn't really do what it needs to. That's not to say that I need to be paddled that hard every time, but it was what I needed this time, and it left me right where I needed to be mentally and emotionally - in absolutely no doubt that he's in charge and will do what he has to do to keep me from veering away from the person I want to be.

Thank you, Nick. I know it wasn't easy for you either, and I love that you love me so much.

Happy Spanksgiving!

I liked this Position of the Week from Liberator. WEG.