Friday, January 23, 2009
A hobby
I've been interested in origami for years. I think there are some really beautiful creations out there, although most of the models I fold are just plain fun. A few months ago when we went to Texas I bought a book and some paper and got a little more serious about the hobby. Lately I've been playing at work. Nope, that's not what they pay me for - I throw it in for free! Recently I've become obsessed with tiny clothing, and I'm kind of tickled with how my efforts have turned out!
A spanking and another silly meme.
I'm totally redoing an old post again! But I got a spanking a couple of nights ago, so there - this post isn't completely devoid of new stuff! It wasn't a terribly long spanking, and because I got to pick the implement it was with the small leather paddle. Still it wasn't a fun one, but it was just what I needed. Nick could see the Insecurity Train firing up, and he took the needed steps to derail it. Yay, Nick! Anyway, more fun with Photobucket memes:
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box3. Copy the html and paste for the answer.
1. What is your name?
2. What is your relationship status?
3. What is your favorite color?
4.Who is your celebrity crush?
5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
while he's at work
6. What is your favorite Disney princess?
7. What would you splurge on if you won the lottery?
8. What was the last thing you bought?
9. Where is your dream vacation?
10. What cell phone do you have?
11. What do you want to be when you grow up?
12. What do you love most in life?
13. One word to describe yourself?
14. What drives you crazy?
15. What is your favorite food?
16. Least?
17. Something you're really good at?
18. Random picture:
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box3. Copy the html and paste for the answer.
1. What is your name?
2. What is your relationship status?
3. What is your favorite color?
4.Who is your celebrity crush?
5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
while he's at work
6. What is your favorite Disney princess?
7. What would you splurge on if you won the lottery?
8. What was the last thing you bought?
9. Where is your dream vacation?
10. What cell phone do you have?
11. What do you want to be when you grow up?
12. What do you love most in life?
13. One word to describe yourself?
14. What drives you crazy?
15. What is your favorite food?
16. Least?
17. Something you're really good at?
18. Random picture:
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
The babysitter has been arranged, the swimsuits have been purchased, the plane tickets and hotel room booked, and it's only.......
MySpace Countdown Clocks
MySpace Countdown Clocks
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Meme
I found this meme over at Lessa's, and since I'm sitting up waiting on Nick to come home from a poker tournament, I thought I'd give it a whirl!
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I can't say that I gave it much thought - I was hurrying to brush my teeth so that I could get back to Nick!
2. How much cash do you have on you? $2.30
3. Whats a word that rhymes with 'Door'? More
4. Favourite planet? Earth
5. Who is the 4Th person on the missed call list on your cell phone? Probably Home.
6. What is you favourite ring tone on your phone? All the Same by Sick Puppies.
7. What kind of top are you wearing? right now, 2 t-shirts and a sweatshirt - it's cold!
8. Do you label yourself? sometimes
9. Name the brand of shoe's you are currently wearing? New Balance.
10. Bright or dark room? Bright, unless I'm trying to sleep!
11. What do you think about the person who took this meme before you? She uses beautiful imagery on her blog.
12. What does your watch look like? Brushed silver Fossil with a square blue face.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sadly I was sleeping.
14. What did your last text message say? Still playin poker, actually doin pretty good.
15. Where is your nearest 7-11? Gosh, we used to have them here when I was a kid, but I haven't seen one in years.
16. What's a word you say a lot (not yes or no)? sir.
17. Who told you he/she loved you last? Morgan.
18. What was the last furry thing you touched? Pancho, our chihuahua.
19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days? None.
20. Favourite age you have been so far? Maybe 30, but I've not been 31 all that long, so we'll see how it goes.
21. Your worst enemy? laundry
22. What was the last thing you said to someone? I love you.
23. If you had to choose between a million bucks and the ability to fly, what would you choose? I'd go for flying. I'm pretty sure I could qualify for some high paying jobs if I could fly.
24. The last song you listened to? I don't actually remember. Something on the radio in the car I'm sure.
25. Whats your favourite number? 7
26. Where did you live in 1987? with my parents since I turned 10 that year!
27. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? Really the only vending machines I ever use are at work, so I tell my boss's secretary.
28. If you had to get a tattoo, what and where? I have one, but my next one will probably be a butterfly on the back of my neck.
29. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? French.
30. Are you touchy feely? With people I love I am.
31. Name three things that you have on you at all times? my ear rings and several rings.
32. When was the last time you WROTE a letter to someone and mailed it? Probably about three months ago at work.
33. Can you change the oil on a car? Nope - I married a mechanic!
34. How far back do you know about your ancestry? a couple of hundred years.
35. When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in and then start the water? Get in, but I always take a bath and shave first, so I'm already in when I start the shower.
36. Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essences adverts? Noooo...
37. Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? Yes.
38. Have you ever been forced to share the shower with one of your siblings? No, that would be creepy, although I was not quite four when my brother was born, so my mom would bath us together when I was really little.
39. How old do you look? People tell me about 27.
40. How old do you act? Less than 27 most of the time.
41. What was the last song you sang? I don't remember.
42. Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? open if it's a quick kiss, closed if it's a long sexy one.
43. What is the sexist thing about Condoleeza Rice? Her poise.
44. Who's the sexiest famous woman alive? Angelina Jolie
45. Who's the sexiest famous man alive? Sean Connery.
46. Does every family have a crazy uncle? mine has a crazy aunt.
47. Does playing the guitar make a man/woman more attractive? Definitely.
48. Have you ever had sex in a tent or sleeping bag? Yep, in fact, there's a good chance Morgan was conceived in a tent.
49. What about in a boat? Hmmm...no. Many times in and at the lake, but never actually in a boat.
50. Should guys wear pink? Not according to Nick.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I can't say that I gave it much thought - I was hurrying to brush my teeth so that I could get back to Nick!
2. How much cash do you have on you? $2.30
3. Whats a word that rhymes with 'Door'? More
4. Favourite planet? Earth
5. Who is the 4Th person on the missed call list on your cell phone? Probably Home.
6. What is you favourite ring tone on your phone? All the Same by Sick Puppies.
7. What kind of top are you wearing? right now, 2 t-shirts and a sweatshirt - it's cold!
8. Do you label yourself? sometimes
9. Name the brand of shoe's you are currently wearing? New Balance.
10. Bright or dark room? Bright, unless I'm trying to sleep!
11. What do you think about the person who took this meme before you? She uses beautiful imagery on her blog.
12. What does your watch look like? Brushed silver Fossil with a square blue face.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sadly I was sleeping.
14. What did your last text message say? Still playin poker, actually doin pretty good.
15. Where is your nearest 7-11? Gosh, we used to have them here when I was a kid, but I haven't seen one in years.
16. What's a word you say a lot (not yes or no)? sir.
17. Who told you he/she loved you last? Morgan.
18. What was the last furry thing you touched? Pancho, our chihuahua.
19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days? None.
20. Favourite age you have been so far? Maybe 30, but I've not been 31 all that long, so we'll see how it goes.
21. Your worst enemy? laundry
22. What was the last thing you said to someone? I love you.
23. If you had to choose between a million bucks and the ability to fly, what would you choose? I'd go for flying. I'm pretty sure I could qualify for some high paying jobs if I could fly.
24. The last song you listened to? I don't actually remember. Something on the radio in the car I'm sure.
25. Whats your favourite number? 7
26. Where did you live in 1987? with my parents since I turned 10 that year!
27. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? Really the only vending machines I ever use are at work, so I tell my boss's secretary.
28. If you had to get a tattoo, what and where? I have one, but my next one will probably be a butterfly on the back of my neck.
29. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? French.
30. Are you touchy feely? With people I love I am.
31. Name three things that you have on you at all times? my ear rings and several rings.
32. When was the last time you WROTE a letter to someone and mailed it? Probably about three months ago at work.
33. Can you change the oil on a car? Nope - I married a mechanic!
34. How far back do you know about your ancestry? a couple of hundred years.
35. When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in and then start the water? Get in, but I always take a bath and shave first, so I'm already in when I start the shower.
36. Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essences adverts? Noooo...
37. Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? Yes.
38. Have you ever been forced to share the shower with one of your siblings? No, that would be creepy, although I was not quite four when my brother was born, so my mom would bath us together when I was really little.
39. How old do you look? People tell me about 27.
40. How old do you act? Less than 27 most of the time.
41. What was the last song you sang? I don't remember.
42. Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? open if it's a quick kiss, closed if it's a long sexy one.
43. What is the sexist thing about Condoleeza Rice? Her poise.
44. Who's the sexiest famous woman alive? Angelina Jolie
45. Who's the sexiest famous man alive? Sean Connery.
46. Does every family have a crazy uncle? mine has a crazy aunt.
47. Does playing the guitar make a man/woman more attractive? Definitely.
48. Have you ever had sex in a tent or sleeping bag? Yep, in fact, there's a good chance Morgan was conceived in a tent.
49. What about in a boat? Hmmm...no. Many times in and at the lake, but never actually in a boat.
50. Should guys wear pink? Not according to Nick.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
So tell me about yourself...
Last night Morgan spent the night with my mom, which left Nick and I alone for the night. After we dropped her off, I asked him if he wanted to head for Wal-Mart and get some dinner. We needed to pick up some lotion (working in an automotive shop, Nick's skin gets really dry in the winter). But he said, "Why don't we just go home first? I need to take a shower." So home we went, and while Nick took a shower I folded some laundry.
While he was upstairs, his cell phone rang. I didn't answer it, because 9 times out of 10 it's just one if his friends, and I figured he could check it when he came down since he couldn't talk then anyway. If it was my mom, she would just call the house. Then it rang again. And again a few minutes later. Finally he yelled down and asked me if my phone was ringing. I yelled back that it was his phone. He yelled back again.
"Is YOUR phone ringing?"
"NO! My phone is still in the car!"
"Go get your phone!"
So, a little irritated by this point (seriously! It wasn't my phone ringing!) I got up, went out to the garage, and got my phone out of the car - and saw that I had six missed calls. All from home. While I was holding it, it rang again.
"Um, hello?" I answered.
"Is Tracy there?" Nick asked warmly.
"Um, she might be. I can check for you. Would you like for me to give her a message?"
"Yes, tell her I'm wondering if she's ready for our date.
"Um, I think she is."
"Okay, tell her I'll be there in less than five minutes."
Nick came downstairs while I was madly trying to find something more suitable than the fleece sweatshirt I was wearing. He looked very nice, so I grabbed a black sweater and headed for the bathroom, tossing back an apology for my incompetent message service.
Within a few minutes we headed out to the car, where he opened the door for me and got me settled. He climbed in the driver's side, started the car, and said, "So, tell me about yourself."
So for the next few hours we got to know each other all over again. We had dinner at Cracker Barrel, where he bought me a beautiful glass bird paperweight. After dinner he asked if I'd like to see a movie. Knowing that funds were tight, I suggested we check out the dollar theater. (Actually, it's recently become a $4 theater, but each ticket comes with popcorn and a drink now). This particular theater is all the way across town, but he gamely headed that way. Unfortunately when we got there, there wasn't a thing playing I wanted to see. So I suggested we stop at Wal-Mart and get a movie and take it back to "his place."
I picked out Juno, which I'd been wanting to see, we got a few other things we needed, and we headed back to the house.
We decided to get comfortable and watch Juno upstairs in the bedroom. Unfortunately, I got so very comfortable snuggled up to him that...I fell asleep! I know, I know! It's horrible! When I woke up this morning I felt terrible, and I immediately set about making it up to him. I must say, I don't usually give head on the first date, but I suppose you could consider this the second date, so I went at it with enthusiasm.
When he had recovered a bit, he very sternly let me know that I had been very rude to him, having him drive all the way across town and then changing my mind, then having the nerve to fall asleep on him, and he wasn't the type of guy to take that sort of thing. Then he very firmly bent me over the bed, pulled down my panties and showed me just what happened to such rude girls!
He spanked me soundly, then scooted me back up onto the bed to show me that all was forgiven. What a wonderful first date - I'm in love!
While he was upstairs, his cell phone rang. I didn't answer it, because 9 times out of 10 it's just one if his friends, and I figured he could check it when he came down since he couldn't talk then anyway. If it was my mom, she would just call the house. Then it rang again. And again a few minutes later. Finally he yelled down and asked me if my phone was ringing. I yelled back that it was his phone. He yelled back again.
"Is YOUR phone ringing?"
"NO! My phone is still in the car!"
"Go get your phone!"
So, a little irritated by this point (seriously! It wasn't my phone ringing!) I got up, went out to the garage, and got my phone out of the car - and saw that I had six missed calls. All from home. While I was holding it, it rang again.
"Um, hello?" I answered.
"Is Tracy there?" Nick asked warmly.
"Um, she might be. I can check for you. Would you like for me to give her a message?"
"Yes, tell her I'm wondering if she's ready for our date.
"Um, I think she is."
"Okay, tell her I'll be there in less than five minutes."
Nick came downstairs while I was madly trying to find something more suitable than the fleece sweatshirt I was wearing. He looked very nice, so I grabbed a black sweater and headed for the bathroom, tossing back an apology for my incompetent message service.
Within a few minutes we headed out to the car, where he opened the door for me and got me settled. He climbed in the driver's side, started the car, and said, "So, tell me about yourself."
So for the next few hours we got to know each other all over again. We had dinner at Cracker Barrel, where he bought me a beautiful glass bird paperweight. After dinner he asked if I'd like to see a movie. Knowing that funds were tight, I suggested we check out the dollar theater. (Actually, it's recently become a $4 theater, but each ticket comes with popcorn and a drink now). This particular theater is all the way across town, but he gamely headed that way. Unfortunately when we got there, there wasn't a thing playing I wanted to see. So I suggested we stop at Wal-Mart and get a movie and take it back to "his place."
I picked out Juno, which I'd been wanting to see, we got a few other things we needed, and we headed back to the house.
We decided to get comfortable and watch Juno upstairs in the bedroom. Unfortunately, I got so very comfortable snuggled up to him that...I fell asleep! I know, I know! It's horrible! When I woke up this morning I felt terrible, and I immediately set about making it up to him. I must say, I don't usually give head on the first date, but I suppose you could consider this the second date, so I went at it with enthusiasm.
When he had recovered a bit, he very sternly let me know that I had been very rude to him, having him drive all the way across town and then changing my mind, then having the nerve to fall asleep on him, and he wasn't the type of guy to take that sort of thing. Then he very firmly bent me over the bed, pulled down my panties and showed me just what happened to such rude girls!
He spanked me soundly, then scooted me back up onto the bed to show me that all was forgiven. What a wonderful first date - I'm in love!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Photobucket Meme Redux
I was looking back through old blog posts, and I came across the ones where I did the Photobucket memes. Not to just shamelessly recycle old material, but they were really fun, Photobucket surely has new answers for me, and hey, it's my blog after all, so I'm going to do them again!
1) Answer the questions below.
2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket.com.
3) Take a picture from the first page of results and post (use the HTML code or else it won’t post).
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1. The Age you will be on your next Birthday.
2. A place you would like to travel.
3. Your Favorite Place( Somewhere you've been).
4. Your Favorite Object.
5. Your Favorite Food.
6. Your Favorite Animal.
7. Your Favorite Color.
8. Your dream job.
9. Your dream car.
10. The Name of your Pet.
11. The 1st name of your current love.
12. Your nickname.
13. A bad habit of yours.
14. Your 1st Job.
15. Your Grandmother's Name.
16. Your Favorite Book.
17. Your Favorite Band.
18. Your Favorite character.
19. Your favorite thing to do.
20. Your favorite implement.
(Yep, it's all over Photobucket. Remember folks, you saw it here first!)
21. Your favorite position.
1) Answer the questions below.
2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket.com.
3) Take a picture from the first page of results and post (use the HTML code or else it won’t post).
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1. The Age you will be on your next Birthday.
2. A place you would like to travel.
3. Your Favorite Place( Somewhere you've been).
4. Your Favorite Object.
5. Your Favorite Food.
6. Your Favorite Animal.
7. Your Favorite Color.
8. Your dream job.
9. Your dream car.
10. The Name of your Pet.
11. The 1st name of your current love.
12. Your nickname.
13. A bad habit of yours.
14. Your 1st Job.
15. Your Grandmother's Name.
16. Your Favorite Book.
17. Your Favorite Band.
18. Your Favorite character.
19. Your favorite thing to do.
20. Your favorite implement.
(Yep, it's all over Photobucket. Remember folks, you saw it here first!)
21. Your favorite position.
A Sad Occasion and a Selfish Spanko
Tonight I went to a memorial service for the husband of a lady I work with. He was only 39, and now she, at 36, is a widow. Last Friday she came home from work and found him unresponsive. She called an ambulance and they got him to the hospital, where they found that he'd had a stroke. Unfortunately he never came out of it, and he passed on Sunday.
I've known my coworker for nine years now, but I'd only met her husband in passing. The service tonight made me wish I'd known John better. I know that at a funeral, naturally everyone is going to focus on the good qualities of the deceased, but you could really tell that he was just a great guy. His uncle runs a ministry that focuses on helping the homeless, and, John was very involved with it, despite numerous health problems that made just taking care of himself difficult and eventually led to a tragically early death.
My heart breaks for his wife tonight, and it makes me even more grateful for Nick.
On another topic, I'm due for a spanking sometime in the possibly near future. It's for a financial issue, although not an overspending issue. Here's what frustrates me: when I've done something wrong, Nick is pretty good about dealing with it (eventually). And that's a good thing. But when I need a spanking for something else (stress relief, etc) I don't really feel like I can count on it happening.
The much promised birthday spanking, for instance - never happened. And what I wanted from the birthday spanking was less a playful experience than a slate cleaning experience. And the night before New Year's Eve, I mentioned to him that the next day would be our 5 year DD anniversary and asked him if he would give me a sort of here's-what-I-want-you-to-focus-on-for-the-future/start-the-year-fresh spanking. The next day nothing was said about it, so finally, as we waited for midnight to roll around, I asked him about it. He looked surprised and told me he didn't remember the conversation. Okay, we were in bed when I asked him, so I could see that I had probably misjudged the sleepiness factor when I asked him, so no big deal. But then he said, "Okay, how about this - tomorrow it's happening, no matter what, come hell or high water." Except it didn't. Not the day after that, either. Or any day since then.
I guess what kills me is that I don't know how to fix this. I know and can accept that one of my biggest needs is for the occasional serious (non-punishment) spanking. It's obviously important that the punishment ones happen too, but those I try to avoid, not only because they really, really hurt, but also because the fact that I'm getting one means that I've somehow screwed up and put stress on our lives. So I'm not about to do something to earn one just because I'm feeling the need to be spanked.
I've never been the type of person who was comfortable with that kind of manipulative bratting. It's selfish and thoughtless, and it completely undermines all the good that DD can do in a marriage. However that leaves me stranded when it comes to just getting the reset button pushed. It's hard enough for me to ask without feeling like I'm talking to a brick wall, regardless of how promising and attentive he may seem at the time.
We've done the whole maintenance thing, and while that had its time and place, we both feel like we've grown beyond that, and that at this point it would just feel forced and fake (as it began to feel toward the end of the time we practiced it).
But of course this whole part of this post leaves me feeling incredibly guilty, because what Nick does for me in doing DD at all is so much more than he signed on for when we got married, and I truly am grateful for all that he does. He's very good at disciplinary spankings, and not the just actual spanking part of it. He's good at the lecturing, at taking me to the point where I need to go, at knowing that it's not something that can be handled in the time it takes to beat my behind, but rather involves giving me time to process the experience, cry myself out, and come back out of my cocoon.
And yet, selfish as it makes me feel, sometimes I need another level.
I've known my coworker for nine years now, but I'd only met her husband in passing. The service tonight made me wish I'd known John better. I know that at a funeral, naturally everyone is going to focus on the good qualities of the deceased, but you could really tell that he was just a great guy. His uncle runs a ministry that focuses on helping the homeless, and, John was very involved with it, despite numerous health problems that made just taking care of himself difficult and eventually led to a tragically early death.
My heart breaks for his wife tonight, and it makes me even more grateful for Nick.
On another topic, I'm due for a spanking sometime in the possibly near future. It's for a financial issue, although not an overspending issue. Here's what frustrates me: when I've done something wrong, Nick is pretty good about dealing with it (eventually). And that's a good thing. But when I need a spanking for something else (stress relief, etc) I don't really feel like I can count on it happening.
The much promised birthday spanking, for instance - never happened. And what I wanted from the birthday spanking was less a playful experience than a slate cleaning experience. And the night before New Year's Eve, I mentioned to him that the next day would be our 5 year DD anniversary and asked him if he would give me a sort of here's-what-I-want-you-to-focus-on-for-the-future/start-the-year-fresh spanking. The next day nothing was said about it, so finally, as we waited for midnight to roll around, I asked him about it. He looked surprised and told me he didn't remember the conversation. Okay, we were in bed when I asked him, so I could see that I had probably misjudged the sleepiness factor when I asked him, so no big deal. But then he said, "Okay, how about this - tomorrow it's happening, no matter what, come hell or high water." Except it didn't. Not the day after that, either. Or any day since then.
I guess what kills me is that I don't know how to fix this. I know and can accept that one of my biggest needs is for the occasional serious (non-punishment) spanking. It's obviously important that the punishment ones happen too, but those I try to avoid, not only because they really, really hurt, but also because the fact that I'm getting one means that I've somehow screwed up and put stress on our lives. So I'm not about to do something to earn one just because I'm feeling the need to be spanked.
I've never been the type of person who was comfortable with that kind of manipulative bratting. It's selfish and thoughtless, and it completely undermines all the good that DD can do in a marriage. However that leaves me stranded when it comes to just getting the reset button pushed. It's hard enough for me to ask without feeling like I'm talking to a brick wall, regardless of how promising and attentive he may seem at the time.
We've done the whole maintenance thing, and while that had its time and place, we both feel like we've grown beyond that, and that at this point it would just feel forced and fake (as it began to feel toward the end of the time we practiced it).
But of course this whole part of this post leaves me feeling incredibly guilty, because what Nick does for me in doing DD at all is so much more than he signed on for when we got married, and I truly am grateful for all that he does. He's very good at disciplinary spankings, and not the just actual spanking part of it. He's good at the lecturing, at taking me to the point where I need to go, at knowing that it's not something that can be handled in the time it takes to beat my behind, but rather involves giving me time to process the experience, cry myself out, and come back out of my cocoon.
And yet, selfish as it makes me feel, sometimes I need another level.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
I did this meme last January, and I thought it would be interesting to do it again this year.
1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? Went to Houston, won a trip to Hawaii (although we've not gone yet).
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I honestly can't remember last year's resolutions, but we've decided to make some financial changes this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Yes. Unfortunately she also got divorced. We also found out that Nick's sister is pregnant. Sadly, still not me, although at this point that would be something of a financial disaster.
4. Did anyone close to you die? My grandfather
5. What countries did you visit? Just this one.
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? A SLR digital camera
7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? March 3, the day my papaw passed away, and June 26, our 10th anniversary.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I don't know how much of an achievement you'd consider it, but I did win that trip to Hawaii.
9. What was your biggest failure? Probably that we could have handled our money better.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Not unless you count strep throat
11. What was the best thing you bought? Probably my car - it's been a great investment so far.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Morgan has really gotten it together with school. She had some issues in October with not really wanting to get her work done, but she's improved 110%.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? A couple we've known for years and years and actually introduced. They both just gave up on their marriage and decided to get divorced rather than putting any effort into fixing things.
14. Where did most of your money go? Bills, food.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Our trip to Houston.
16. What song will always remind you of 2008? Anything Hannah Montana. If I never hear Hannah Montana again it will be too soon, but since Morgan sings the stuff in her sleep, I'm probably not that lucky.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? Probably happier b) thinner or fatter? About the same c) richer or poorer? Probably about the same, although we really should be richer
18. What do you wish you’d done more of? Photography
19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Eating out.
20. How did you spend Christmas? With family, eating, opening gifts.
21. Did you fall in love in 2008? Yes, with my husband and daughter, every day.
22. What was your favorite TV program? Lost
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Nah
24. What was the best book you read? I couldn't even begin to narrow that down.
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? That Itunes will let you redownload your purchases if your hard drive crashes!
26. What did you want and get? A better car.
27. What did you want and not get? A Nikon D90
28. What was your favorite film of this year? Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, Fireproof
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 31, and I hung out with Nick, went shopping, went to see the movie Fireproof, and stopped to visit with some friends.
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?More money? Definitely more money, and a baby, or at least having one on the way.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007? Same old jeans and cute shirts I'm afraid.
32. What kept you sane? Nick beating my butt when I got too stressed, although I probably could have used more of that.
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Mmmmm....Josh Holloway, although Harrison Ford wasn't bad either.
34. What political issue stirred you the most? No politics here, please.
35. Who did you miss? My friend L
36. Who was the best new person you met? I can't really think of anyone new I met in real life that made a big impression, but I met lots of great people on here!
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008. Life is not fair - sometimes the people who make the worst decisions can still end up swimming in money.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. I can't really think of a good answer for this one.
1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? Went to Houston, won a trip to Hawaii (although we've not gone yet).
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I honestly can't remember last year's resolutions, but we've decided to make some financial changes this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Yes. Unfortunately she also got divorced. We also found out that Nick's sister is pregnant. Sadly, still not me, although at this point that would be something of a financial disaster.
4. Did anyone close to you die? My grandfather
5. What countries did you visit? Just this one.
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? A SLR digital camera
7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? March 3, the day my papaw passed away, and June 26, our 10th anniversary.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I don't know how much of an achievement you'd consider it, but I did win that trip to Hawaii.
9. What was your biggest failure? Probably that we could have handled our money better.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Not unless you count strep throat
11. What was the best thing you bought? Probably my car - it's been a great investment so far.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Morgan has really gotten it together with school. She had some issues in October with not really wanting to get her work done, but she's improved 110%.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? A couple we've known for years and years and actually introduced. They both just gave up on their marriage and decided to get divorced rather than putting any effort into fixing things.
14. Where did most of your money go? Bills, food.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Our trip to Houston.
16. What song will always remind you of 2008? Anything Hannah Montana. If I never hear Hannah Montana again it will be too soon, but since Morgan sings the stuff in her sleep, I'm probably not that lucky.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? Probably happier b) thinner or fatter? About the same c) richer or poorer? Probably about the same, although we really should be richer
18. What do you wish you’d done more of? Photography
19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Eating out.
20. How did you spend Christmas? With family, eating, opening gifts.
21. Did you fall in love in 2008? Yes, with my husband and daughter, every day.
22. What was your favorite TV program? Lost
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Nah
24. What was the best book you read? I couldn't even begin to narrow that down.
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? That Itunes will let you redownload your purchases if your hard drive crashes!
26. What did you want and get? A better car.
27. What did you want and not get? A Nikon D90
28. What was your favorite film of this year? Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, Fireproof
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 31, and I hung out with Nick, went shopping, went to see the movie Fireproof, and stopped to visit with some friends.
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?More money? Definitely more money, and a baby, or at least having one on the way.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007? Same old jeans and cute shirts I'm afraid.
32. What kept you sane? Nick beating my butt when I got too stressed, although I probably could have used more of that.
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Mmmmm....Josh Holloway, although Harrison Ford wasn't bad either.
34. What political issue stirred you the most? No politics here, please.
35. Who did you miss? My friend L
36. Who was the best new person you met? I can't really think of anyone new I met in real life that made a big impression, but I met lots of great people on here!
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008. Life is not fair - sometimes the people who make the worst decisions can still end up swimming in money.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. I can't really think of a good answer for this one.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
A Pass
Happy New Year, everyone!
Nick gave me a pass on the spanking for the car. By the time we had time for it, he said it just seemed kind of silly, but that if it happened again it would be bad. I was kind of shocked, because I never get out of one, but I was very relieved. And we had a very, very, very good night in bed.
Nick was actually curious what had gotten into me, and after giving it some thought, what I came up with was this: when I'm in for a serious paddling, I'm nervous and scared and full of adrenaline. But there's also always a very strong undercurrent of arousal because, well, I am a spanko, and it's very, very sexy to know that he is willing to take care of me that way, whether I want it at the time or not. So when you take that potent mix and suck out the fear, you have a very, very horny girl left. I was very ready for him, and it didn't take long at all to take me over the edge.
So I guess I've had my last spanking of 2008 after all.
Speaking of spankings, this is our 5 year DD anniversary. Five years ago was my very first discipline spanking. There have been so many ups and downs, but the journey has been worth it, and I am so very grateful to have a husband who's been willing to make it with me. I love you, Baby!
Nick gave me a pass on the spanking for the car. By the time we had time for it, he said it just seemed kind of silly, but that if it happened again it would be bad. I was kind of shocked, because I never get out of one, but I was very relieved. And we had a very, very, very good night in bed.
Nick was actually curious what had gotten into me, and after giving it some thought, what I came up with was this: when I'm in for a serious paddling, I'm nervous and scared and full of adrenaline. But there's also always a very strong undercurrent of arousal because, well, I am a spanko, and it's very, very sexy to know that he is willing to take care of me that way, whether I want it at the time or not. So when you take that potent mix and suck out the fear, you have a very, very horny girl left. I was very ready for him, and it didn't take long at all to take me over the edge.
So I guess I've had my last spanking of 2008 after all.
Speaking of spankings, this is our 5 year DD anniversary. Five years ago was my very first discipline spanking. There have been so many ups and downs, but the journey has been worth it, and I am so very grateful to have a husband who's been willing to make it with me. I love you, Baby!
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Fun at the after Christmas sales...
Nick, Morgan, and I went to a couple of after Christmas sales today, and I got some really cute things for super cheap! Target had these two stockings for $2.99 each (first picture is side A and second picture is side B of each):
Wal-mart had these cosmetic bags. I actually already had the Naughty one and finally got around to taking a picture of it. The Angel bag I got tonight for $1.50.
And this is the Naughty ornament I got at last year's after Christmas sale at Wal-Mart.
I love clearance sales!
Friday, December 26, 2008
Another lovely Christmas.
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas! Ours was great, very peaceful and full of wonderful time with family. I got a couple of gift cards from family, several books, a "pampering basket" from my mom (filled with hot cocoa, cappuccino, lotion, candles, etc), a Willow Tree figurine (this one) for my collection, my own household tool kit (put together by my mom), some new towels, a beautiful ring (also from my parents), a necklace and pair of earrings from Nick's parents, some hair stuff (also from Nick's parents - his step mom is a hairstylist who keeps me in haircuts/colors I would never be able to afford otherwise), and a handmade and personalized snuggie from my gift exchange at work. Nick's sister Kate and her husband sent us a really nice luggage set from Texas, and we're going to have to get to shopping for something for them! We honestly hadn't gotten them anything, just because they weren't going to be in for Christmas and we assumed we wouldn't be exchanging. We did get her daughter Kit something and gave it to her when she came in to see her dad (Kate's first husband), but we never dreamed Kate and Will would ship something up for us.
Here are my "naughty" ornaments from my stocking:
I did get in a bit of trouble yesterday which, due to yesterday's and today's family commitments hasn't yet been dealt with. It drives Nick crazy when my car is messy, so I try to keep it neat. Unfortunately the back seat area had gotten pretty cluttered with Morgan's stuff, and I really hadn't been keeping on top of it lately. When Nick went to load up our gifts at his parents' house he got an eyeful of the back seat and let me know in no uncertain terms that there would be consequences, mainly because this is something I've been warned about before. So I guess 2008 has one more spanking in store for me.
Anyway, I hope you guys had a great holiday!
Here are my "naughty" ornaments from my stocking:
I did get in a bit of trouble yesterday which, due to yesterday's and today's family commitments hasn't yet been dealt with. It drives Nick crazy when my car is messy, so I try to keep it neat. Unfortunately the back seat area had gotten pretty cluttered with Morgan's stuff, and I really hadn't been keeping on top of it lately. When Nick went to load up our gifts at his parents' house he got an eyeful of the back seat and let me know in no uncertain terms that there would be consequences, mainly because this is something I've been warned about before. So I guess 2008 has one more spanking in store for me.
Anyway, I hope you guys had a great holiday!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas, everyone! I can't believe it's Christmas Eve! I love Christmas, and I'm so excited! We celebrated with my dad's family on Friday, and my mom's family on Saturday, and Morgan got a few really cool toys. We decided to just buy for the kids out there this year, and I think everybody was really happy with that decision. Tonight will be spent with Nick's dad's family, where we drew names. Tomorrow morning Morgan will open gifts at home, then we'll go to Nick's family's house. We will have Christmas at my parents' house on Friday because that's the earliest time we could get everyone together!
Nick and I always exchange alone a few days early, so we did that last night. He got me a pair of jeans I wanted, 2 beautiful coats (I picked them out and they were on super clearance, so I got both), Patricia Cornwell's latest book, an awesome purse, and a big box of Ferrero candy. I got him a shirt, a pair of jeans, some swim trucks (I know, but they're for Hawaii here in a couple of months), 5 ties (he really needed some, and they were on sale!), a poker card protector, and a watch.
I've found some really cute ornaments this year - two different ones that are just the word "Naughty", and one of Little Miss Naughty. I put up a picture of the green sparkly one a few posts ago, and I'll put up pictures of the other two after Christmas (they went straight into my stocking). I also have a couple of pink ones I got at Wal-Mart last year, and I'm thinking that I would love to eventually have enough to decorate a small "Naughty Tree." Imagine the gifts you could put under that! And today I ran across a generator that provided an idea for the perfect lights:
Christmas Light Generator
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Inevitably...
I'm well spanked this morning. Last night went pretty much as planned. We dropped Morgan off with my parents and headed out to Subway to get something to eat. I sat down with our food while he was getting our drinks, and he said, "Do you want to just take it home and eat?" Then he chuckled a bit at the look on my face, and home we went. We had our sandwiches while watching TV, and after a couple of times of asking me if I was ready to get it over with, he finally just stood up and said, "Let's go." I've never climbed the stairs so slowly, but inevitably we made it to the top. Keeping in mind all the work I had done on the house that day, he let me keep my jeans on, but they weren't much protection.
I told him that we'd truly reached full circle on things. When we started DD, there's no denying that there was a part of me that actually looked forward to being punished, just because it meant that he was trying to take things seriously. These days the serious spankings are definitely less frequent, but they are also something that I try to avoid. And that, after all, is where I always hoped we'd eventually be.
He used the Patty's Paddle from Cane-IAC, the first time it's come out for a punishment. And it hurt!!!
I managed to stay still, but I was noisy enough that at one point he pulled out our Brat Paddle from Leather Thorn and told me to bite down on it. 
I got a couple hundred swats, although any kind of accurate count was impossible for me. I was definitely in tears before it was done.
When it was over, he spent some time rubbing my bottom and holding me, and eventually he tugged my jeans down for further inspection. Once I had calmed down a bit, the rubbing turned into a bit more, and the Brat Paddle came into use for some rather nice play. He eventually put the Brat Paddle down and went back to rubbing, which of course led to further exploring and a rather explosive orgasm. The punishment part was awful, truly something I'd rather not repeat, but the evening had a very nice ending after all.
When it was over, he spent some time rubbing my bottom and holding me, and eventually he tugged my jeans down for further inspection. Once I had calmed down a bit, the rubbing turned into a bit more, and the Brat Paddle came into use for some rather nice play. He eventually put the Brat Paddle down and went back to rubbing, which of course led to further exploring and a rather explosive orgasm. The punishment part was awful, truly something I'd rather not repeat, but the evening had a very nice ending after all.
I told him that we'd truly reached full circle on things. When we started DD, there's no denying that there was a part of me that actually looked forward to being punished, just because it meant that he was trying to take things seriously. These days the serious spankings are definitely less frequent, but they are also something that I try to avoid. And that, after all, is where I always hoped we'd eventually be.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Antsy
So I'll be getting that serious spanking tonight. We've been trying to get to it for over a week now, and one thing after another has come up. Last night he told me that come hell or high water it would be happening tonight. Fortuitously (?) my mom called a little while ago and offered to babysit this evening so we could go Christmas shopping together without Morgan. Our shopping is all done, but I knew it wouldn't go in my favor if I passed up such a tailor-made opportunity for the necessary alone time, so I agreed.
And now I'm starting to get the sick to my stomach feeling of dread that hits me when I know that a disciplinary spanking is an absolutely-going-to-happen-done-deal. I don't want a spanking. I've tried to talk him out of it, begging him to go with something like grounding me from the computer, all the way up to the verge of getting grounded on top of a spanking. Fortunately I had the sense to heed the warning in his voice and let it go before that happened. But barring an act of God, I will be getting thoroughly paddled tonight.
I'm on vacation this week, so I'm spending the day trying to tackle laundry and the kitchen in hopes that progress in those areas will temper his hand, but after days of trying to talk my way out of this I'm under no illusion that I'll get out of the spanking at this point. Anyway, I'm off to do housework!
And now I'm starting to get the sick to my stomach feeling of dread that hits me when I know that a disciplinary spanking is an absolutely-going-to-happen-done-deal. I don't want a spanking. I've tried to talk him out of it, begging him to go with something like grounding me from the computer, all the way up to the verge of getting grounded on top of a spanking. Fortunately I had the sense to heed the warning in his voice and let it go before that happened. But barring an act of God, I will be getting thoroughly paddled tonight.
I'm on vacation this week, so I'm spending the day trying to tackle laundry and the kitchen in hopes that progress in those areas will temper his hand, but after days of trying to talk my way out of this I'm under no illusion that I'll get out of the spanking at this point. Anyway, I'm off to do housework!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
A lovely night
Hi, everyone. Thank you for your patience here - I'm steadily on the mend. So much so that I got a spanking last night! Not the one I've been promised - that one will be a serious one, and I'm having absolutely no luck in getting him to change his mind about it, though not for lack of trying. But I did get an absolutely delicious fun spanking, part of a yummy night in bed in which he absolutely outdid himself! I won't go into all the details, but my lack of attention to certain very personal grooming (we're talking shaving, not bathing!) down there was very sternly brought up and addressed by his hand on my bare bottom.
The other spanking has much to do with the shameful turn the house has taken (before I got sick) and will undoubtedly feature an implement made of sturdier material. That one I'm not so much looking forward to, but as he said, I've done this to myself.
In other news, I found this paddle (front and back view) online, and I'm reluctantly intrigued - and what a great price!
Hope everyone is having a Merry Christmas!
The other spanking has much to do with the shameful turn the house has taken (before I got sick) and will undoubtedly feature an implement made of sturdier material. That one I'm not so much looking forward to, but as he said, I've done this to myself.
In other news, I found this paddle (front and back view) online, and I'm reluctantly intrigued - and what a great price!
Hope everyone is having a Merry Christmas!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
We interupt this program...
Sorry for the blog silence, everyone. Nick and I are both sick and have been for a week or so. I was promised a spanking the day before I got sick, but that's been put on hold until we're both back to full health. Hope everyone's having a wonderful holiday season!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Brace yourselves...
Okay, you may want to sit down for this (those of you who are able), but you'll never guess what happened - I got a spanking! Yep, it's true. I know, it's not even been two months yet, right? I couldn't believe it myself! It wasn't a serious spanking, so it wasn't terribly long or hard, and it was a very nice addition to some yummy sex. I must say, my bottom is out of practice! His hand had me squirming and twisting. I'm still feeling the need for some stronger boundaries, perhaps even something serious to get me going on cleaning our bedroom, but it was great to take the edge off. So if you hear the wild and crazy rumor, it's true!
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