Go on, guys, go on over and pick one out!
Monday, January 30, 2006
Lookee what I got!
John from Leather Thorn sent us this amazing new version of his popular Brat paddle. He's changed the handle, and I think it looks fantastic! Fortunately, Nick was kind enough to take my very sore bottom into account, so I only got a few swats with it tonight, although I know it's going to see a lot more action before long. It's a shorter version of the AngelBrat paddle John did for us for Christmas, a bit lighter and a lot more playful. This one is going to be perfect for packing on those trips to the mountains, or just for everyday play. Thank you, John!
Go on, guys, go on over and pick one out!
Go on, guys, go on over and pick one out!
Resolution
Boy oh boy did I get spanked! By the time Nick got home Saturday night, it was after 10, and since he'd been going since before 6 that morning, it made sense to wait. It made sense, but it was still hard.
Anyway, Sunday evening, he left to go grab us some dinner, and before he left, he said, "Be ready, because when I get back you're getting a whipping." I knew that I needed him to be thorough, so, before I lost my nerve, I went upstairs and laid out the short bath brush, the Cracker Barrel paddle, and the AngelBrat paddle from Leather Thorn.
He came back shortly, and we all ate. Then I turned Morgan on some rather loud cartoons and went upstairs to wait on him. When he came up, he approved of the choices I'd laid out on the bed and had me take off my jeans and turn onto my stomach. I was determined not to argue, so I did as I was told, and braced myself for it to start. A bit to my surprise, he started off with his hand over my panties, but it was hard right from the start. After a minute or so, he pulled down my panties and continued with his hand for a bit, then picked up the Cracker Barrel paddle. It had been a while since I'd been spanked with it, and it always takes my breath away how much it hurts. It's such an innocuous looking paddle, but it burns like nothing else I've ever felt. He paddled me until he could feel me losing control, then switched back to his hand for a few minutes.
Then he picked up the leather paddle. This was absolutely one of the hardest spankings I've ever had. He spanked me with the leather paddle for what felt like forever, although in reality it was probably a hundred licks or so. What was different is that every single swat was very hard. Finally, he put it down and picked up the bath brush.
The bath brush is pure evil. It lands in such a concentrated area that it feels like being branded. He spanked just as hard with it, and finally I couldn't help myself and jerked out of place. He turned me back over and gave me another dozen or so to finish up. By the time he was done, the count was somewhere near 500, and I was throbbing, exhausted, and exactly where I needed to be.
He held me and began to rub my aching bottom until the heat I felt there began to spread between my legs. I snuggled closer, and he took me over the edge, then pulled me up to take what was his.
Today I was incredibly sore. Every time I shifted in my seat, every time I brushed against something, I could feel how much he loves me. Thank you, darling. You take such good care of me.
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Anyway, Sunday evening, he left to go grab us some dinner, and before he left, he said, "Be ready, because when I get back you're getting a whipping." I knew that I needed him to be thorough, so, before I lost my nerve, I went upstairs and laid out the short bath brush, the Cracker Barrel paddle, and the AngelBrat paddle from Leather Thorn.
He came back shortly, and we all ate. Then I turned Morgan on some rather loud cartoons and went upstairs to wait on him. When he came up, he approved of the choices I'd laid out on the bed and had me take off my jeans and turn onto my stomach. I was determined not to argue, so I did as I was told, and braced myself for it to start. A bit to my surprise, he started off with his hand over my panties, but it was hard right from the start. After a minute or so, he pulled down my panties and continued with his hand for a bit, then picked up the Cracker Barrel paddle. It had been a while since I'd been spanked with it, and it always takes my breath away how much it hurts. It's such an innocuous looking paddle, but it burns like nothing else I've ever felt. He paddled me until he could feel me losing control, then switched back to his hand for a few minutes.
Then he picked up the leather paddle. This was absolutely one of the hardest spankings I've ever had. He spanked me with the leather paddle for what felt like forever, although in reality it was probably a hundred licks or so. What was different is that every single swat was very hard. Finally, he put it down and picked up the bath brush.
The bath brush is pure evil. It lands in such a concentrated area that it feels like being branded. He spanked just as hard with it, and finally I couldn't help myself and jerked out of place. He turned me back over and gave me another dozen or so to finish up. By the time he was done, the count was somewhere near 500, and I was throbbing, exhausted, and exactly where I needed to be.
He held me and began to rub my aching bottom until the heat I felt there began to spread between my legs. I snuggled closer, and he took me over the edge, then pulled me up to take what was his.
Today I was incredibly sore. Every time I shifted in my seat, every time I brushed against something, I could feel how much he loves me. Thank you, darling. You take such good care of me.
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
Ready
Nick's off four wheeling in Kentucky today. An old friend called him up, and he jumped at the chance to reconnect and get muddy at the same time. I miss him, but I'm glad he's getting to do something he enjoys and doesn't get much opportunity for. I understand that's it's important in any relationship to take time out away from each other. Sometimes I need it myself.
Last night I wasn't feeling so settled. I don't know what the real issue was, other than that it's been kind of a crappy week, and it's been a very long time since I've had a hard, emotionally satisfying spanking. Work has been more stressful than usual. More than that, I had applied for a job in a different department. I kept telling myself that getting it wasn't that big of a deal, but yesterday when I got my official "We went with someone else" email, it hit me harder than I had expected, especially since a friend in the department had already let me know that they kind of already had someone in mind.
Finding out that Nick was going out of state today and leaving me home to fend for myself was just the icing on the cake. I spent all evening yesterday just unbearably sad, randomly tearing up and trying to pretend that I wasn't crying. Honestly, it wasn't the fact that he was taking this trip today. I'm glad for him to get some time with the guys. But I've been feeling a bit useless lately, and getting confirmation on being passed over for the job pushed me to a place where I needed some serious cheerleading by my best friend - the guy who decided take a day trip without me. It just turns out to be bad timing - he'd not been in touch with this particular friend for months before yesterday, and he had no way of knowing that I was feeling particularly needy.
Last night it became clear enough when his offer to spend some time cuddling turned into me sobbing in his arms for half an hour over 75 tiny things that added up to some pretty low feelings for me. He kissed and comforted and decided quickly enough that the need had arisen for a serious spanking. Fortunately he was also wise enough to realize that I was too fragile emotionally to handle it right then, so we connected a different way.
I went to sleep feeling much better, and when he gets home he'll take care of the spanking. I admit, I'm relieved. It will be long, it will be hard, it will hurt like hell. But it will also be exactly what I need. I just need to be brought back from the edge.
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Last night I wasn't feeling so settled. I don't know what the real issue was, other than that it's been kind of a crappy week, and it's been a very long time since I've had a hard, emotionally satisfying spanking. Work has been more stressful than usual. More than that, I had applied for a job in a different department. I kept telling myself that getting it wasn't that big of a deal, but yesterday when I got my official "We went with someone else" email, it hit me harder than I had expected, especially since a friend in the department had already let me know that they kind of already had someone in mind.
Finding out that Nick was going out of state today and leaving me home to fend for myself was just the icing on the cake. I spent all evening yesterday just unbearably sad, randomly tearing up and trying to pretend that I wasn't crying. Honestly, it wasn't the fact that he was taking this trip today. I'm glad for him to get some time with the guys. But I've been feeling a bit useless lately, and getting confirmation on being passed over for the job pushed me to a place where I needed some serious cheerleading by my best friend - the guy who decided take a day trip without me. It just turns out to be bad timing - he'd not been in touch with this particular friend for months before yesterday, and he had no way of knowing that I was feeling particularly needy.
Last night it became clear enough when his offer to spend some time cuddling turned into me sobbing in his arms for half an hour over 75 tiny things that added up to some pretty low feelings for me. He kissed and comforted and decided quickly enough that the need had arisen for a serious spanking. Fortunately he was also wise enough to realize that I was too fragile emotionally to handle it right then, so we connected a different way.
I went to sleep feeling much better, and when he gets home he'll take care of the spanking. I admit, I'm relieved. It will be long, it will be hard, it will hurt like hell. But it will also be exactly what I need. I just need to be brought back from the edge.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
Better late than never (I hope)...
Okay, I feel REALLY bad, because I thought I'd done this a month ago, but you guys need to check out Carrielily's (sort of) new blog Tiger and Kitten. Sorry, Carrie and CD!
PS: The permanent link is to the right under Carrie's original blog, A Stargazing Spirit.
PS: The permanent link is to the right under Carrie's original blog, A Stargazing Spirit.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Only the best for our flies...
Hey, everyone! We're back, and we had a lovely time. It was so great to just get away and have a few days to drift. We ended up getting a better cabin than we started with, because there was some issue with the hot tub in the first. So they upgraded us to a bigger, nicer one with a pool table and a better view.
We went to an Orvis store while we were out. In case you don't know what Orvis is (I didn't), it's an apparently very high end outdoors/fly fishing shop. I found the leather fly swatter pictured above, and fell in love with it. I was determined to get it, until I found out it would cost us $59.00! Who the heck pays sixty bucks for something to squash flies with? Of course we wouldn't have been killing any flies with it. WEG. But still!
Morgan had a blast and Nick and I got some nice Mommy and Daddy time. It's definitely something we want to do again.
Friday, January 20, 2006
Off to the mountains...
Nick, Morgan and I are headed out for a weekend trip to a cabin in the mountains. This is something we've been promising ourselves forever, so when my company came up with a special price for its employees, we decided to go for it. Sooo...things will be quiet here for the next couple of days. Happy spanking!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
The End of the Angelic Streak...
Well, I made it two weeks into the new year before getting spanked. Saturday night was a time of reckoning. Let's just say that my new year's ambition toward the house had started to falter a bit. Fortunately Nick was on hand to steady things back up. Unfortunately, my session with the leather paddle, rather than being followed by our usual lovemaking, was followed by needy 4 year old child issues, which led to some friction between Nick and me. By two in the morning we had sorted ourselves out, and the lovemaking happened delightfully the next day.
It really irritates me to be interrupted during the interaction that surrounds a spanking, both before and after. Afterwards I need time to process the punishment, and to realign myself as a submissive wife. And I need the reconnection of coming together physically.
Of course Morgan has no idea that right now is kind of important time for Mommy and Daddy. Sigh...
But I wouldn't trade her.
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It really irritates me to be interrupted during the interaction that surrounds a spanking, both before and after. Afterwards I need time to process the punishment, and to realign myself as a submissive wife. And I need the reconnection of coming together physically.
Of course Morgan has no idea that right now is kind of important time for Mommy and Daddy. Sigh...
But I wouldn't trade her.
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
Saturday, January 14, 2006
New Links
I've added a few more links. Check them out!
Veronica Lane
Aspects of Amber
Views from a Penised-American
ValleyBrat
The Dark Side
And under the MSN groups:
Margot's Room
Veronica Lane
Aspects of Amber
Views from a Penised-American
ValleyBrat
The Dark Side
And under the MSN groups:
Margot's Room
Tagged by Lady Calliah
1. go to your archive
2. find the 23rd post
3. find the 5th sentence
4. post the text of the sentence in a blog entry along with these instructions
5. tag 5 other people
Okay, here it is:
"Besides, a strap is exactly what it is."
Actually, that's from post 29. Post 23 fell right in the middle of a run of very short picture posts that I could squeeze a fifth sentence from. In the sentence I was describing a doggin bat.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Monday, January 09, 2006
A Very Well Behaved New Year
Hi guys - I'm still here. It's been a really busy week, just getting settled back into work after the holidays and getting Morgan settled back into preschool.
Friday before this one just past, Nick laid down the law about ALL of the laundry being done in the week to follow. The only acceptable excuse would be if the dryer blew up. Well...guess what happened. This Friday I was almost completely finished, just a few loads to go, when all of a sudden, the dryer quit, uh drying. I promise, I had nothing to do with this. It was still running, but it was only blowing cold air, and nothing was getting dry. It was probably the heating element or motor (or whatever dryers have), but we've had it for 6 years or so, and it was well used when it was given to us. So, we decided to take the plunge and get a new one. The one we bought is wonderful (although we hated to use the credit card again, but we didn't have $450.00 on hand).
And so, thus far in the year, I am a very satisfied (WEG, thanks for tonight, honey) and unspanked angel.
Friday before this one just past, Nick laid down the law about ALL of the laundry being done in the week to follow. The only acceptable excuse would be if the dryer blew up. Well...guess what happened. This Friday I was almost completely finished, just a few loads to go, when all of a sudden, the dryer quit, uh drying. I promise, I had nothing to do with this. It was still running, but it was only blowing cold air, and nothing was getting dry. It was probably the heating element or motor (or whatever dryers have), but we've had it for 6 years or so, and it was well used when it was given to us. So, we decided to take the plunge and get a new one. The one we bought is wonderful (although we hated to use the credit card again, but we didn't have $450.00 on hand).
And so, thus far in the year, I am a very satisfied (WEG, thanks for tonight, honey) and unspanked angel.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
A Clean Page
Happy New Year, Everyone!
Last night was not only New Year's Eve, but it was our two year anniversary of beginning DD. We packed in as much loving as possible before the clock ran out on 2005, then Nick got down the Leather Thorn paddle. We talked about the year past, and our goals for the year to come. As for my goals, I intend to do much better about doing things the first time I'm told instead of putting them off till the last minute. I'm also going to try to be better about asking for a spanking when I feel the need arising, rather than letting my attitude run out of control. On the other side of that coin, Nick's agreed to try to pay more attention to when my moods are indicating that need. He's also promised to be more consistent with discipline and to be very thorough when it has to be done. We both agreed that it doesn't do either of us any favors when he lets me slide on something.
He spanked me long and hard last night, not so much a punishment as an act of wiping the slate clean for the old year and setting me on track for the new one.
Thank you for your commitment to me, Honey. I'm so blessed to have you on this journey with me.
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Last night was not only New Year's Eve, but it was our two year anniversary of beginning DD. We packed in as much loving as possible before the clock ran out on 2005, then Nick got down the Leather Thorn paddle. We talked about the year past, and our goals for the year to come. As for my goals, I intend to do much better about doing things the first time I'm told instead of putting them off till the last minute. I'm also going to try to be better about asking for a spanking when I feel the need arising, rather than letting my attitude run out of control. On the other side of that coin, Nick's agreed to try to pay more attention to when my moods are indicating that need. He's also promised to be more consistent with discipline and to be very thorough when it has to be done. We both agreed that it doesn't do either of us any favors when he lets me slide on something.
He spanked me long and hard last night, not so much a punishment as an act of wiping the slate clean for the old year and setting me on track for the new one.
Thank you for your commitment to me, Honey. I'm so blessed to have you on this journey with me.
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
Friday, December 30, 2005
Kinky Cracker Barrel
The first picture is kind of fuzzy, but the Cracker Barrel we ate at last night had these vicious looking carpet beaters on the wall. Ouch!
Angel Bracelet
My cousin has two little girls (3 and 5), and for Christmas I found them cute little purses and filled them with cheap little girl makeup and jewelry. I included a few of these rubber brand bracelets in each, but I kept this one for myself.
Leather and Roses
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. Our's was lovely. It was so amazing to watch Morgan. She was so excited with everything she got, and so very appreciative it made me want to grab her up and hug her every time she opened a gift. Nick got me some beautiful clothes, a couple of CDs, a Tinkerbell watch, a picture frame, and of course my very sexy Leather Thorn paddle. Guys - go to Leather Thorn. Start the New Year right. WEG.
I got him some clothes, shoes, CDs, and an amp and some speakers for his truck. Taking out the second mortgage really gave us some breathing room, and we were very blessed this year.
I got that spanking last night, along with a dozen roses (!) and while it was much more fun than punishment, it did help me on some issues. And the Leather Thorn paddle got a very sexy workout. It's funny, but even sexy spankings help to define for me the wife I want to be and the things I want to accomplish. An added twist - I was getting a bit grabby with Nick's um, gearshift during the spanking and he stopped and tied my wrists with his belt. WOW. I've had my eye on some really soft marine rope at Wal-Mart, and now I'll definitely have it in my cart next time.
Now, if I can just stay out of trouble for the rest of the year...
I got him some clothes, shoes, CDs, and an amp and some speakers for his truck. Taking out the second mortgage really gave us some breathing room, and we were very blessed this year.
I got that spanking last night, along with a dozen roses (!) and while it was much more fun than punishment, it did help me on some issues. And the Leather Thorn paddle got a very sexy workout. It's funny, but even sexy spankings help to define for me the wife I want to be and the things I want to accomplish. An added twist - I was getting a bit grabby with Nick's um, gearshift during the spanking and he stopped and tied my wrists with his belt. WOW. I've had my eye on some really soft marine rope at Wal-Mart, and now I'll definitely have it in my cart next time.
Now, if I can just stay out of trouble for the rest of the year...
Saturday, December 24, 2005
A quiet moment...
I've got a spanking coming, probably not a terrible one, but not a nice one either. But...we're right in the middle of nearly a week of Christmas celebrations with various friends/family, so it may get pushed back for a bit. In the meantime, I wish you all a safe a happy Christmas holiday and hope that you all remember the Reason for the season.
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Very Sad News
When I was first becoming comfortable with my desires and exploring the idea of DD, I joined an MSN group called the Brat's Place for Spanking. One of the founders was a beautiful person about my age, a girl named Jesse. Jesse reached out to me and encouraged me when I was struggling with my new ideas about myself and my marriage, and she was always there to remind me that I wasn't the only one.
In the last year or so I've not spent much time with the MSN community simply because of time constraints, but I've dropped in from time to time to lurk, and I've missed seeing Jesse's posts over the last couple of months. Still, it was a shock to read Patty's memorial post on her blog. Jesse sadly passed away after a struggle with leukemia, an illness she kept well hidden from most of us.
Jesse, thank you for the friendship you showed to me, and for a lovely, safe place for your friends to gather. We love you and will miss you dearly.
To Stephen, Annie, Eagle, and Vickie, you have my most heartbroken condolences. You are all in my prayers.
In the last year or so I've not spent much time with the MSN community simply because of time constraints, but I've dropped in from time to time to lurk, and I've missed seeing Jesse's posts over the last couple of months. Still, it was a shock to read Patty's memorial post on her blog. Jesse sadly passed away after a struggle with leukemia, an illness she kept well hidden from most of us.
Jesse, thank you for the friendship you showed to me, and for a lovely, safe place for your friends to gather. We love you and will miss you dearly.
To Stephen, Annie, Eagle, and Vickie, you have my most heartbroken condolences. You are all in my prayers.
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